Don't ever lose the one u love!
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Teresa's Marriage
Topic: Marriage
Wow this week has been a trying week for me, I went camping and josh stayed home cuz he needed to work and so jordan and i went camping with Raetta, Mahershal, Tiffany and Erin and of course the dogs( charlie, lucky and patches.) we had a blast but when i got hiome josh didn't want to spend time with us he just wanted to hang out with his family and not jl or I. We got into a huge fight and he has agreed to go to marriage couns. i hope it works this time. im out its late and i need to get some sleep.

Tired
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Im so mad
Topic: AHH DAY
Today is one of those days that i just wanted to sleep and never wake up.. I got into a huge fight with a good friend about stupid shit.. So Ryan if you ever read this im so sorry for being so rude and not understanding what you were going though. anyways im in summer school in college i thought that it was going to be so easy hahaha nope;.. I took jordan from the house so that josh could clean up the living room.. But did he do anything nope im so angry right now because we are leaving on friday and i need to have this house clean and i can't even get him to lift his little freakin finger.. im so about ready to scream and i dont' know what else to do.. Ryan told me to calm down and talk about it.. But i tried that and he will not listen he is to into him videogame to talk to me. i don't know what else to do. i asked him to just talk to me and he was like after this game and i was calm and said ok.. 4.5 hours later and he is still on there. i love him but sometimes he treats me like a bitch and like im not worth anything but a maid.. i haven't had sex in a hella long time and thats not what you all want to know but you have to see im a full time student and stressed out and need to be unstressed :) and that will never happen he can take the time to wack off but not please me.. hahaha yeah what to think about that.. i have no idea what to do .. i go to school full time. keep the house clean ( most of the time at least i try) i cook him dinner and clean up after him and i try to hard to make our lives easyier but i have no help.. i cry my self to sleep every night and he doesn't seem to care.. well im out gotta get JL to sleep.. love you all....

Long time no talk
Mood:  lazy
Today was one of those days that i just wanted it to end.. Jordan was cranky and so was josh and i felt that everyone was mad at me for reason or another.. anyways i have 3 weeks of school left and then i have summer quarter.. anyways josh just walked in talk to u all laters
chioa

Friday girls night home with no guys!!
Mood:  vegas lucky
Wow friday was fun..... we had a blast.. we stayed up all night and just did what girls do best.. laugh... anyways us girls drank and watched movies all night... by the way no one ever go a watch The Hillz very stupid movie.. i thought i was going to die of boredom.. this guy wouldn't leave us a lone so we told him that we lived in a different apt and sent him there adn told him my name was kandance well he went to that apartment and there was an old lady and a girl about our age the old lady slammed the door in his face and he went home got on and was like why did u lie to me.. we were like your ugly and we don't want to ahve sex with you..

WE all went to bed at like 430 and got up at about 830 it was a short sleeping period but we had fun.. later all out.

Friends
Mood:  not sure
Wow.. its been a wierd day.. well friends are not geting along.. i seem to be the only one not mad... well i don't know why everyone is mad.. but so you all know I LOVE YOU... we all need to cheer up... anywhoo.... i had two tests today and i think i did very well on one of them and then the other one i think i totally failed.. i didn't do well and i could tell.... anyways josh is yelling a jordan again.. josh has been sleeping all day and doing nothing.. i love him but seriously he needs to start helping more around here.... everytime i ask him to do anything he all of a sudden feels sick.. anywhoo love you all ... talk soon... im out....

test..test...test....test....test
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: school
Wow i think i did good on my test today.. jordan is so hyper i got home and he was running around like a chicken with his head cut off.,..

anyhoo.. i've been doing homework since i got home adn i still am not done i feel like all i do is.. clean , homework, school, jordan and josh, cooking.. well thats what wifes are for right... wrong... we are worth way more then that and we deserve some time to ourselves and some time to relax and enjoy a day of quiet and nice enviornment.. Maybe for mothers day i get like a certificate to a spy or get a foot massage professionally or my nails done.. or a facial... someone pinch me... ok ok im a wake.. i can dream right... hahaha.. ok all im out talk to u all laters

sunday angels
Mood:  irritated
today is one of those days that i just want to curl up and go to sleep all day.. i have had a long and rough day. i have a test tomarrow and then one on tuesday and then on thursday and again on friday.. anyhow josh is getting all pissy thati haven't talk to him y et talk to u all soon

Yard Sale
Mood:  down
Today was my yard sale.. and it started to rain,, ahh it made me so mad.... and we had it all set up and then it just had to rain so we put everything away and then can back home and went back to sleep.. today we are going to visit josh's grandpa he isn't doing to well and really needs the support of his family.., well love ya all and talk to u laters.., oh yeah sharon... sills is so ok..

Ryan
Mood:  chillin'
I just have to write a blog about Ryan.. he is so odd. i think thats why i like being his friend.. anyways today we went to walmart and target *Ryan, me and sharon and of course Jordan* anyways we were there and he was all hyper and shit.. anyways he kind of scared me.. anyways i was driving to go to target and forgot to go there so i had to turn around.. Ryan puts a cd in and starts singing to jessica simpson and then there was this one song about screwing a donkey he was singing that and i was crying to rest of the way to target.. thats our ryan a dork.. i think that him and amanda should get together.. they would be a good couple.. she can tame him.. hehehe he really needs it.. laters all

Sex
Mood:  mischievious
Sex... ahh one of the best things that god ever made.. so glad he did.. anyways i like sex.. well today was a odd day.. i had a test today... gosh i hope i passed it!! yesterday i had a test as u all know and i passed it.. i almost jumped for joy.. anywho.. Jordan is still sick... ahh guess what josh did a load of laundry.. and i was so ahh don't even know the word for it.. i had a dream last night that i killed him.. it was scary i woke up laughing... no kiding i woke up and my heart felt like it was going to beat itself out of my chest.. laters all gotta fly